May 6, 2009
DEAR DIARY ;
Before I forget, today is my brother's birthday.
so yes,
Happy Blessed 16th.I thank God for you although we always quarrel and fight and whats not. the typical things that sibling does, we have done it all.
But it made me realize too that its only you who have seen who I really am...I can be as unglam and as fat as I want in front of you and don't bother and I can cry like a baby and whine without worrying. I just want to say thank you for being a part of my life
(although sometimes you have been terrible). I enjoy simple moments of chit chats with you, mini pillow fights, or even watching you
hardworkingly burning midnight oil. I enjoyed your companion, I enjoy having you in my midst so that I would never be alone. I love it when you speak your rare words of concerns.
You are now 16th, years flew by just like that. You no longer need me to help you pack your bag, or to remind you or stuffs...you are so independent now that I don't know how to help. You have passion for your aspirations and I've seen you working towards it..I'm proud of you, truly am although deep down I wished you could take those time to draw nearer to God, to let God make a difference.
I just want to say, you've made a difference in my life (
and hopefully, I have made a difference in yours too). I know we aren't from a very affectionate family with our words or hugs...but I really love you. truly do.
all the best for your O levels and thank you for shining so brightly.
given a choice again, I would still want you in my life. You have been awesome....and I look forward to seeing how God is going to use you for his kingdom sake in time to come. Hope you would realize that the most beautiful things that you've have done are not the things for your glory but God's glory.
