April 16, 2009
DEAR DIARY ;
UPDATE :
First Post:
After I read this on my retarded friend blog, I am so inspired to write my own too.
I believe everyone would have their own fair share of silly aspirations..but these are also the things that keeps us going.
When I was in Pre-School and Kindergarten, I wanted to be a
fairy or
Cinderella in the modern world. This is so because my pre-school teacher at
Tumble Tots and
PAP told me a lot of stories and I really love the happy ending. I lived in my own world believing that a prince charming exist and would sweep me off my feet when the time is right. I only realize that this is so not going to happen when I was Primary 3.
Then when I was in Primary school where things were still innocent, I wanted to be a
teacher. At that time, being a teacher was a very prestigious job. But that thought ended when one of my teacher commented that I was as stupid as a pig. From that moment on, I dislike curly hair teachers and amazingly she was the only curly hair teacher I ever had up till now. Then I wanted to be a
Principal because I want to sack off such teachers and had a very impressive vision for students to attain the best.
But then again, there was once I was caught for something I don't remember and had to stand in front of the office for 2 hours..and my principal just listened to one side of the story and gave me a Beta form.
( A Beta form is something to record misbehavior) Then I wanted to be the
highest rank person in MOE. I wanted to kick off all these unreasonable educators that are harming the society.
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As I went on to secondary school life, I got addicted to the books in the library and aspire to be a
bestselling novel writer/ inspirational speaker, wishing that I would never get writer's block. But then , the idea faded away quickly as it came.
Then I wanted to be a
song-writer. I hope some leading artiste would sing the songs I penned. Therefore, I always sit near the piano trying to find inspirations that obviously doesn't work. Then I realize I didn't really like Mando-pop because its all about love, break up and etc. No meaning!
At a certain point of time, I admire the more popular people in school and I aspire
to be popular/ 2nd Bill Gates. No specific job scope but just to let people know that actually I exist. Then I realize it isn't important because those that matters already knew of my existence...and those that don't, they don't matter too.
Credits : Photographer4allBeing a prefect, I got to go for many events, and thus got acquainted to Dickson, our school photographer.I started meddling with DSLR and my love for capturing images through my eyes began...and I wanted to be
a wedding photographer or be a
wedding planner when I grow up because I love happy occasion.
And after O levels, while Pang Cheng told me of his aspirations to set up a business, I aspire to hold a l
eading position in Marketing in his company but I so think this is so not going to happen already. If you see what he has written in the picture above. So fickle minded. :(
Credits: Wallcoo.netI even dream of myself having an office job, 9-5, happy family and nice car to drive.
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credits : reubenbrands.com
Now that I am in Polytechnic...of course I go for things in my course. But that are simply too many to choose. At first I wanted to be
Journalist, but after the internship, I think its really too hectic and simply not be. Besides, I don't like people to swear at me.
Then I thought of
advertising, but then again..this industry is not really big either. So I gave up the idea after 2 months. It was the shortest aspiration I ever had.
At a certain month, we had some
Deejay recruitment and I thought of going because I want to meet those artiste and famous people at my workplace now and then. I think I told Pang Cheng before. But because I fear too much and I figure I won't really like the timings and the way the job is expose to the public... I had some doubts.
A few months before, as I figure out what courses to choose, I thought of becoming a
PR therefore I opt to major in it. I don't have any doubts about this now but I am not sure about it though. I cannot see myself in that job just yet.
And before the Holidays, when I got called from SMRT, I thought
HR was rather good. But after working I realized I am so wrong and I gave up that idea after a month. HR is bad! :(
Then I have also thought of going into
full time ministry in the campus but I haven't heard anything till now so yup, that is something on hold.
Credits: london.gov.ukBut one idea that I had and lingered for the longest time is that I want a
job that mingles with children and youth. I don't know what I am looking at just yet but I believe God has his plans. :D I want a job that I love and will be happy doing.
Credits: blingcheese.com
I want to be a
TAITAI.
Mahjong's, High Tea and Parties.-
I used to think that we need cool jobs to have cool friends.
But now I realized that I'm cool because all my friends are. (:
See..my cool friends :
What's your silly aspiration?
Share one with me leh!P/S : I still wish I could drive. I hate the wait for transports.
P/S: Maybe I should be a actress, then I can do all I aspire to be. (:
Credits : Photographer4all
Credits: Wallcoo.net
Credits: london.gov.uk
