July 23, 2008
DEAR DIARY ;
This morning as my friend was driving me to school, I was randomly humming to the song - 我爱的人 and co-currently , I heard him singing another verse of the song. Tell me about our much said telepathy or chemistry (
according to him). Haha. Thank you so much for the lift though. :)
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OK, thats not the point of blogging.
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The main highlight is actually on
SOP (2).
Didn't actually plan to go that night but because mom wanted company, I tagged along. But my nice mother, pang seh me halfway by going home with dad and just sending a message to say that she's off.
We reached late but thank God we had seats because JK was there early. Anyway, it was in the middle row and I think either I am too short, or the rest in front were too tall, I got blocked. Fyi, I think its the latter. Hoho! :D
But I guess the main concern I had was my cousin. When I knew she was going to be there with her aunt, I prayed that the songs would be comforting to her and minister to her to let her be assure that God is faithful all the time. And halfway through, I cried. & all I thought of at the time was how God is comforting me as well, and really taking me deeper in love with him.
& many many moments into the worship, I feel like running over to give her a hug to let her know that I'm there. Like a hug to express the many many unsaid that I have towards her. But because I was right smack in the middle , I didn't. Instead I just sent her a sms saying : "
I so feel like hugging you" and occasionally turn to my back to look at her. Thanking God for her in my life. (;
There's so many running through, and yet God has been good. Not just to me, but to her as well I'm sure. The more heartwarming sight was when we were told to hug each other if comfortable. I turned back and saw her aunts hugging her. And then hugging each other. I guess, thats the greatest thing on earth -
LOVE. & secretly , I wish my mom was there at that moment for me to hug. I
really needed a hug.
I thought this worship session will be the same as the previous night but apparently it wasn't . It took on a whole new meaning on its own and it was just totally different. Its not a relic but it shown even more of God's love, understanding, grace, mercy , blessing, love and brought a love of hope. It's breathe taking and indescribable. It's like God is speaking to me on a more personal level, one that requires me to reach for him.
It was awesome. Love you Jesus. (:
And thank God again, I had a lift home from Felix. (:
P.S : Love you cousin. (:
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Sorry, no pictures because ... NO PHOTOGRAPHY ALLOWED! :(
